Tuesday, October 26, 2004

We as humans must communicate. This is a simple fact of nature. Be it between siblings, friends, lovers, husband & wife or enemies. I believe this wholeheartedly. Why? Because for so long I spent my time in a social shell and didn't speak to anyone about anything. This an unhealthy practice which inevitably led to giant misunderstandings about the nature of my relationships with other humanoids. So what brings me to say this? I have noticed either by fault of mine or just that life happens that the levels of communication between me and those close to me have been and are on a steady if not rapid decline. I'm trying to stay positive and believe that everything will sort itself out on its own and that it is natural for people to become distant for an amount of time so they accomplish what they need to. However it is still imperative that contact with the humanoids that care about you at least get an update once in a while. Otherwise assumptions can mistakenly be made on either sides part about the nature of the friendship, family bond, marriage life or state of war.

I am sure that what I have just said will be misread, misinterpreted and missomethingorother which will lead to emails and calls and fights and other nonsense. But to borrow a line from someone I admire a great deal "that sounds like a personal problem"

So I had a chat with my boss yesterday and he said his plan for me is to become a full service advisor not just oil changes and internals. This in affect will double my income. That is a lot of money. This promotion was not supposed to happen till next year but it should be happening in the next month or two.

I'm really tired now but I have to wait for my uniform to dry. Lately I've felt a little lost and confused both here and at work. So add in the lack of communication and my general feeling about myself is that I am completely uneccasary. Which I know is not true but nonetheless its still how I feel. I made room in the living room so now I can practice everyday. So tomorrow I begin reforging my body into a weapon. This is going to be fun.

Master Chief John Urgayle : The ebb and flow of the Atlantic tides, the drift of the continents, the very position of the sun along its ecliptic. These are just a few of the things I control in my world. Is that clear?