I am so sick of this job search bull shit. Papa Johns in their already apparent stupidity and in an obvious lack of communication skills on the part of the ownership of the store did not start training the new employees today. But instead today was a day on screening potential employees. So I stayed and interviewed for a driver position as well as a manager position. Of course it looks like I'll get the manager position. FUCK. Back in the same god damn place I was a month ago same money same bull shit hassle of being an ASS with a T at a pizza joint. Maybe I'll learn something useful in this position. HMMM maybe I'll grow a second penis while I'm at it. Both are just as likely. I believe at this point that the only way to learn something new at a pizza place is to be directly in charge of all operations assistants do nothing at those places except open the doors. Now I could be wrong about all this but I don't think its very likely.

All I want is to work and make enough money to pay shit off and move on to bigger goals I don't care how it gets done. I'm not looking to be a rocket scientist. I'm not looking to be intelectually stimulated in my work place. I don't care if I'm challenged. I just want money. Plain and simple money. It makes me very angry to think that once again I may be giving my best talents to some other jerk off who doesn't what the fuck is going on around them, for next to nothing. So am I to accept a level of discomfort and unhappiness in this job or continue to be unemployed and look for something that I might not have these feelings for. I think I might as well stay here because no matter where I go I'll probably find a better more efficient way to do whatever is put in front of me thats just a little too much brain power to use on anything that I don't own.

I looked at Macomb's website today and it looks like I'll have to pay back the pel grant if I want to attend there. However if I'm reading Wayne State correctly I can go there and not count any of my credits from Macomb and start fresh. I have no idea why I'm thinking of school. Maybe a couple business courses. Perhaps a few history courses. Who knows?

I feel cornered. I am terribly angry and ready to strike. I'm feeling almost ....wicked.


Commodus: It vexes me. I'm terribly vexed.